Having a
lot to deal with and do during the past few weeks, hubby thought it would be a
great idea to throw in a weekend of hiking. Not having any time to prepare,
being really unfit and in a bad head-space I almost did not join in. I had to
get some new hiking shoes and told him if I cannot find some in time, I’m not
going. I had to have some kind of excuse. For the most part, I was terrified.
My exercise routine consists of running from the train station to the bus
station and from the bus station to my office in the morning and vice versa in
the afternoon. And as the bus-drivers were on strike this last 2 weeks, it
meant that my routine was null and void - as I get dropped in front of the office.
But, I
found the shoes – after searching through a whole lot of shops I found a pair
of nice boots. It was the last pair in the shop and not my size at all. Out of
desperation I tried them on and WHALA! They were perfect...
Saturday
morning just before 6:00 we departed. The day was grey and there
was a light drizzle in the air. Not ideal for walking around outside. The morning
did not go well and I was feeling a bit irritated and tense. After we started
walking hubby broke the news that the route is not 7’ish km as he thought, but
a whopping 14km!!!! I almost fainted! But, seeing as there was no
turning back I walked.
I walked
and it was hard, very hard. And then it got better. Then I felt better. Then I caught myself smiling and feeling happy. I looked around and all I could see was
mountains and valleys – it was HUGE and it made me feel small. Small in a good
way - in the sense that the lives that we live are so small, so insignificant
compared to the world out there. This means that all our problems are also
small, not as important as we make them out to be.
I felt grateful
and alive and content. I got to sit beside a waterfall and breathe – it was
wonderful. Near to the end the road got really steep with stairs up the slopes
and it almost killed me. My legs and lungs were burning fire and I felt like
crying and giving up. But I push on and made it to the top. I made myself proud
and realised that I can go on, long after I think that I can’t. I’m stronger
than I think and that the world is a beautiful, beautiful place. And that my
husband knows me very well and knows what will make me happy and that I’m blessed to
have a person like him in my life.
I’m glad to
say that I got to ride back – the men (and 1 lady) walked the 14km back on Sunday.
My new shoes left me with 2 small blisters only. My legs were stiff for a total
of 3 days and I made some lovely new friends...
What beautiful scenery!!
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